Late last week I was engaging in a bit of 21st century technology by Skype chatting with a friend on my way home from class. Try not to be too overwhelmed by my (recently acquired) mad skillz in this area, for you may rest assured, I still can't get my head around if I'm actually 'online' or not. Anyways, Skype friend, T, asked me what I was up to that day, to which I responded, 'just going to see some art and shit'. Little did I realise that this flippant (and not particularly funny) remark was to come true.
So, let's get the shit out of the way first - Kunsthaus Tacheles (Arthouse Tacheles). Now, the building itself has a fascinating and wonderful history involving varying uses, ranging from department store to Nazi prison. The shit part comes in, I suspect, probably by the late 1990s - ten years after it had been functioning as an artist-run squat. From what I've read about the space, in its early incarnation as an artist-run initiative, it was genuinely reflective and responsive to the local creative community. But, twenty years on, it appeared to me to be as artistically relevant as Chadstone Shopping Centre.
Perhaps though I should start by setting the scene. As I entered the stairwell, I was aurally greeted by German commercial radio being piped down from above. Red Hot Chilli Peppers (circa 1992) assaulted my ears, which combined with 'street art' (i.e. really shit graffiti) to assault my eyes. Then I came across the artists' studio spaces. I should apologise in advance to any curators reading this - or indeed anybody who has an understanding and appreciation for the visual arts - for I'm about to give my unqualified opinion on what I believe art is. Firstly though, it was clear to me that the works on display at Tacheles were a perfect example of what art is not. They were mediocre and embarrassing opportunities to cash in on the street art boom that, realistically died about fifteen years ago. However, that didn't stop the gaggle of tourists buying up bag loads of tack to better relive their cutting edge Berlin art experience from the comfort of their hotel rooms. I left feeling deflated but pretty confident in knowing what art wasn't.
So, what is art? I think I came closer to the answer when visiting the KW Institute for Contemporary Art, nearby on Auguststrasse.
After buying my entry ticket, I needed to ask the staff member if I was heading in the right direction, for the space in front of me was totally black. She half nodded while serving somebody else so I still wasn't sure I was on the right track. So I continued to walk down the dark hallway, towards 'the art.' Then I came to the top of some steps which seemed to overlook a cavernous black hole below, with a type of steel structure nearly invisible in the gloom. I could hear footsteps below me but couldn't see anybody moving in the space. I decided to start carefully descending while holding fast to the handrail to guide me through the thoroughly dark space. Internal dialogue went as follows; 'What is this rubbish? I'm going to break my neck it's so dark in here. What happens once I get to the end of these steps? It's pitch black in here. Am I supposed to actually view this mysterious structure close up? Is this art? What's going on? Fuck, I've come the wrong way. They are surely just installing something and I've stumbled onto the work site. Fuck. How embarrassing. I'm going to be humiliated. I'm going to be humiliated in German. I can't defend myself. Fuck! I'm mortified. Oh, there's an exit sign. Okay, that's not an exit. It's so dark in here. Is this art?' etc. etc. Physically I was also exhausted. Preparing for certain mortification and/or a broken rib, my body had been injected with so much adrenaline that my legs were shaking and my heart was racing.
Eventually I found my way back to the steps and my relief was so great that I had to sit down for about ten minutes to calm myself.
Turns out it was art I was experiencing. The work is by Inigo Manglano-Ovalle and is called Phantom Truck. It's apparently a comment on the Iraq war. But, what I was experiencing actually went to the core of one of my biggest fears - public humiliation. I still maintain I don't really know what art is, but, the cocktail of emotions that I was forced to confront - fear, embarrassment, doubt and wonder - makes me think I've come pretty close
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